🕊 4 Years Ago Today – The Last Time I Saw You 💔

🕊 4 Years Ago Today – The Last Time I Saw You 💔

📅 July 11, 2021

Today marks four years since I last saw you, Jeffrey.

Four years since I heard your voice, since we crossed paths in this life.

It still feels raw… like it just happened.

This was the final message I ever sent you.

I didn’t know it would be the last.

I was just trying to find you, make sure you were okay, get the car, figure out where you were.

I didn’t know I was reaching out into silence.

I didn’t know you were already slipping away.

Some days the grief crushes me like a wave — fast, heavy, without warning.

Other days it lingers quietly in the background like a whisper only I can hear.

But not one day has passed that I haven’t thought of you, missed you, loved you.

I would give anything to go back to that day.

To wrap my arms around you, tell you I love you one more time, and never let go.

But instead, I carry your memory forward.

I speak your name. I keep your light alive.

You were not just my son.

You were my reason for being.

🕊💬 “Where you @? The car & your bike isn’t here…”

That was the last thing I ever typed.

And if somehow, somewhere… your spirit still sees these words —

I hope you know: I’ve never stopped looking for you. And I never will.

Forever your mom.

💔🌌 #LoveYouJeffrey #4Years #GriefAnniversary #NeverForgotten