Little Tykes Jungle Climber

When Jeff was little him & Dylan were playing on the jungle climber & Jeffrey jumped off it & landed on a rock & broke his arm. We didn’t know he broke it because he didn’t cry. He just sat on the chair holding his arm so we took him up the hospital & his arm was broken :(

Memories

I remember taking you guys out trick or treating & Christmas you never liked my stuffing because I put onions in it. I always had to make you stove top stuffing. I had to always make you different meals if we were eating something with onions. I have to make sure there was no onions in your gravy & no onions on your side of the pizza. How I will miss all of this. How I miss you so much. I am still so broken.

Taking the grandkids to the lake

Taking the grandkids to the lake but the lake has been making me sad lately. Thinking about when I use to take Britt, Jeff & Dawson to the lake & tell yas not to go over your head. Jeffrey would come out of the water & stand on a rock shivering. Come out, go back in a little, come back out and go in a little more. We use to say he is doing the Jeffrey.

 I just miss Jeffrey so much 😞 Happy memories just make me sad & cry.

July 11th

Today last year was the last day I saw you. The last time I heard your bike was @ 11:30 pm.

The next morning to find out that you were gone didn’t stop me from running to get to you wishing it wasn’t true. 

When I saw you I knew you had been there the whole night. Then finally to find out that there was nothing I could of done to save you was the hardest thing to realize. Your boys are visiting. Wish you were here with them Love & miss you 4ever & always.

I love & miss you Jeffrey LeBreton

It feels like just yesterday that I saw you but yet It feels like I just lost you, it feels like I haven’t seen you in forever. It has been the longest saddest year of my life. July 12 is the nightmare I want to wake up from. It plays in my head over & over. I get hit with flashbacks of this nightmare constantly. 

I think of you as soon as I awake & before I fall asleep at night. Always on my mind now & until the last breath I take. Some days have more tears than others. Always trying to numb the pain but it always returns in full force.

No amount of time will heal my broken heart. It’s a emptiness that will never go away. A loneliness that I wish I didn’t have. A missing piece of my heart & soul went with you when you left us. 

I still talk to you & I try to contact you but still no signs of you in spirit form. I will never give up no matter if it drives me crazy. 

A mothers bond is like no other. I carried you for 9 months & watched you grow into a beautiful young man. 

I feel torn between heaven & earth. I am still needed here by your siblings, your boys Tori & the grandkids but I can’t wait to see you again. If I had the chance to visit you I don’t know if I could come back. Counting the days till we are all together again. Our family is broken with out you. Love you forever, love you for always. As long as I’m living my baby you’ll be.

Fathers Day

 Another sad day missing you! Life will never be the same with out you. Holidays will be sad with out you.

Jeffrey LeBreton July 12, 2021

 It feels like just yesterday that I saw you but yet It feels like I just lost you, it feels like I haven’t seen you in forever. It has been the longest saddest year of my life. July 12 is the nightmare I want to wake up from. It plays in my head over & over. I get hit with flashbacks of this nightmare constantly. 

I think of you as soon as I awake & before I fall asleep at night. Always on my mind now & until the last breath I take. Some days have more tears than others. Always trying to numb the pain but it always returns in full force.

No amount of time will heal my broken heart. It’s a emptiness that will never go away. A loneliness that I wish I didn’t have. A missing piece of my heart & soul went with you when you left us. 

I still talk to you & I try to contact you but still no signs of you in spirit form. I will never give up no matter if it drives me crazy. 

A mothers bond is like no other. I carried you for 9 months & watched you grow into a beautiful young man. 

I feel torn between heaven & earth. I am still needed here by your siblings, your boys Tori & the grandkids but I can’t wait to see you again. If I had the chance to visit you I don’t know if I could come back. Counting the days till we are all together again. Our family is broken with out you. Love you forever, love you for always. As long as I’m living my baby you’ll be.